this sux..went to apply at this restaurant called Applebee..now i'm pretty sure i wont be able to work there cuz the restaurant doesnt open till august 6th...sigh..no luck on dat either..i was hopin to find some place datz hiring..so i was walkin around chinatown and 34th for hours....alone....and i still cant find nothin...i was too tired to continue so i just went home..wut should i do for the rest of the summer...continue goin job huntin?? or just stay home and rot?...i  wish mah life could be more interestin...full of surprises or somethin...i dont want it to be like this but for some reason i just dont hav the energy or hav the mood to do anythin..r things gonna be the same when i'm up in stony?..is it gonna be like skool and den back to dorm like the past year?or is it gonna be like tv the whole day again?hmm....is life really this boring?or is it just mah life..i guess itz just mine..ahh...SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! hmm..at least borin life dont got much probz..dont really got much to think bout...and not all surprises r good..so mayb it aint dat bad afterall..who noes...=T

home on a saturday afternoon...nowhere to go and no tapes to watch...can life get any worst...how come life is soo borin now..? windy and annie went back to china yesterday...wont be back till august 19, now the house is even more dead den it already is..sigh...any suggestions on wut is there to do other den stayin home and sleep?? anything fun?..i cant spend mah whole summer vacation like this...i'll die b4 i get to stony..lol i kinda wanna move there already...away from home at least..

july 4th

happy birthday sally!...4th of july..wutz there to do..end up goin to mah cousin's house...went to chinatown wit them for dinner at wo hop and went to seaport hopin to see the fireworks...but no, something had to go wrong..cant see the fireworks there this year cuz itz held at midtown and the freakin bridge was blockin it so u really cant see sh*tz...so we left around 10 but got stuck in traffic..datz just great...hmm...nothin ever seem to go rite but itz iightz..i'm use to it already..just continuing to live mah life...=T

hmmmm...i'm on xanga...never wouldve thought but here i m...feel kinda weird lettin pple noe how i feel and stuff..hehe..but it might be a good way of lettin things out since i stopped writing in mah diary..and mayb if i hav any probz..some of u can help..u pple will rite??lolz...mah summer vacation aint so bad so far..at least i'm not stayin home all the time...i actually went out..yea it is kinda hard to believe..wellz..all i need now is a job...hmm..for some reason ..nobody seems to wanna hire me..wonder why...if any of u noe places datz hiring..lemme noe..plz..? wellz..datz it for now...gettin kinda hot..